Feature Story
Call Me Angel
God granted me courage to defend my baby!
I am a girl that looks and acts physically young. My spiritual, Mental, & physical, age is between 25 to 45, and sometimes I act like a teen too. I am a person that love to talk & listen to people. Though I have my own belives, I don't tend to judge others for their differences. I leave the judging to God. In my past life I thought I lacked so many things, without realizing that I had all that I needed to be happy; I was just expecting to much of what I didnt even knew. I wanted to have a so called normal marriage, and I thought that it was normal for a woman to be raped and abused physically and mentally by her own husband; but that was not making me happy so I divorced. After my divorce I dated two men. The first one is the same one that became my last one. The first time I broke up with him was because he told me that he was going to live under the same roof of his ex, and he assured me that he was only going back because of his children and that he had nothing to do with his ex; but for the reason of him going back to his exs house I stupidly rushed into another relationship (the second boyfriend). My first boyfriend and I remand as friends with respect, while my second boyfriend wanted us to get married right away and he wanted to get me pregnant too. During the month that the wedding was being prepared this second boyfriend raped me, betted me, and almost killed me. My neighbor saved me from him. The next day I broke up with him. When I talked to my first boyfriend about what had happed, we came back because he assured me that he was not with the mother of his other children, and unfortunately I was stupid to believe him. After some time passed though I was taking care of not to get pregnant a surprised popped. I was unexpectedly pregnant. He told me to abort the baby, the pressure of my family and future, the fear of losing him (who I thought was such a grate person), and what he was telling me almost convinced me, but a strange and strong inner filling told me not to. The day before he was to take me to the abortion clinic, I told him that I was not going to do it. I expected for him to brake up with me, but to my surprise, he didnt. He supported me all the way until the truth finally came. He happened to be married and the nerves of him, a couple of days after we broke up I asked him were you having relations with her all this time? and he answered me with his eyes and head going down, I had to, so she wouldnt suspect. After this I can not trust men any more though I am able to be friend with them but not for an intimate relation much less marriage. I am on my own with my children and if that is the will of God I accept it. Accepting the will of God as it comes has helped my life improve, and the love and joy that I have been looking for I have it with my children. What more can I ask for?
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